As of today.


10/16/08
I live in Indiana, with my father.
And my two cats. :) Belle and Daisy.
I'm a second semester freshman.
I've worked at Olive Garden for 7 months and am about to become a certified trainer.
I like my job.
I like the people.
It's the first place I've ever worked where pretty much everyone makes an effort to get along with their co-workers.
I have fun.
I enjoy making work fun and making people laugh.
I'm working on myself right now.
Making a point to be involved at church...with nursery and the prayer room.
I need to learn to play the piano.
So I can lead my own set.
Have a bit more freedom.
Making a point to work out  at least 2-3 times a week.
Which is sometimes impossible with my work schedule.
But I'm trying.

I became a vegetarian 3 months ago.
A vegan 2 weeks ago.

I didn't register to vote.
Maybe I should have.
But I think it's all a hoax anyway.

I wasn't going to vote at all, until Palin came along.
For the longest time, McCain voted Pro-choice.

No thanks.

Uhmm, let's see.

I need to take violin lessons.
I need to take sewing lessons.

But I'm trying to be disciplined, but still enjoying life.
Getting a hot cocoa.

Laying in bed with my cats and enjoying a movie with ice cream.
And yaknow...n0 matter how much I love the thought of sitting in my bed eating a tiny thing of ice cream.
I really just don't like ice cream.

I just don't.
I never crave it.
I don't know why.

But, of course, those who know me know that I'm more idea than desire.
So I went out to plan a fun little evening for myself and got ice cream.

Three bites into it, I was like, I don't like ice cream.
I mean, it doesn't gross me out.
But it's not an indulgence worth indulging in to me.

ANYWAY.
Side-tracked. :)

This week makes a year that I've known him.
And after an almost 3 month silence.
I hear from him.
So, it's funny that it's in this time frame.

I'm at a loss for conclusions.
I know what I want.
I'm not willing to settle anymore.
That's all.

I've treaded lightly before.
But my treading is oh-so light now.
Oh so very light.

I don't have a car.
But Im working on it.
Renting one of my fathers.

Mine blew up on the way to see United in Indy.
Which I sadly never got to see.

I've been selling stuff on ebay.
I need to start selling more.

However, I did have a fabulous dream last night that I became this impressive designer from the inside of my room.
Oh man, i just now remembered that.
I need to go and sketch some of those ideas out.

That's all for now.
This was really for me.
To look back and see where I was.
My life changes too much.
So Ill probably write more of these.



Love.